amazing & fun

Will forever be missed though I am not sure whether I can have them once again in my life, amazing and fun college mates, <3 missed much. however due to my own mistake, things changed

Memory

Though we are no longer close to each other now, I still miss both of them alot, how I wish things can be the same as before again, unfortunately I guess hope will remain only a hope, if only I had the power to turn back time, I could possibly be smiling and laughing happily again, I miss my old life :(

you know who you are ~

And I won't forget you
I don't regret you
And the hardest thing in fact to do is live without you 
And I wonder why we both walked away 
I'm lost without you, still crazy for you
Just turn around, come back 
because your smile is overdue
And I miss, I miss you

If I'd only knew the words to say 
that would make you turn around (turn around)
I would say those words to you more than a million times.

It's been forever but 
that hasn't changed 
what you mean to me.

The Hardest Thing In Fact To Do Is Live Without You :)

Praying for the best for you and your family every single day.. Every matter happens for a reason, I believe. You will succeed, I know, InsyaAllah. All the best ~

 ~ 110714  ~

If only you can be a lil' bit honest

    Humans, do things without thinking and regretting it only after it had been done, i just did something beyond my control, I ended a 2years plus friendship, simply because that close friend of mine was bitching about me on her blogsite, to admit, it hurts you know, it really does, if it doesnt, i wouldn't have cried like a little girl who lost her mommy in the middle of a crowd in a shopping mall, I am not mad but surprised instead, how a person who is so close to you end up ripping you apart, congrats to you! Well I guess I was being extra cruel when I choose to end our friendship rather than trying to hold on, but guess what.. 

       

     Im tired of trying to be a good friend when fact is I fail and fail several times, and worst still my bestfriend of mine thinks Im acting whenever I cry or complaint to her, by other means, to gain sympathy how nice can that be huh.. I guess its a part of life, this friend of mine has always been telling me 'dont let people's words drain you down' and surprisingly she had hurt me the most, not sure whether she even realizes it, if you think Im strong enough to take this burden, you got that wrong, maybe Im just miserable at best, everything i had ever done or anyway I had been acting and behaving, it has never been a part of some low-class 'menagih simpati drama', why didnt you sprinkle poison into that awesome spaghetti you made for me, I guess Im at fault too by saying, 'this friendship ends right here right now'

    I myself cant believe i actually said that, but what else can I do, what has happened already happened, I cant go around acting like nothing happened or simply go and remove my post, I lost my bestfriend and for now, I only have one Dec girl left for me to really talk to, babe! IF ONLY YOU TRIED TO TALK AND NOT BY PREDICTING AS IF I AM NOT GONNA LISTEN WHEN YOU DO I guess the both of us just need some time to be alone, if this friendship was meant to be, then it will certainly get back into shape, unfortunately if its not meant to be, it will remain as 'broken pieces of glass' exactly like what I dreamt of earlier..

first post for 2011~

We have reached the 6th day of 2011, we have a way longer journey to go, best way is to be prepared to face more complications in life, no matter how bright the sun shines, how heavy it rains, how beautiful rainbow is after the rain, life will never be easier, its just getting more and more complicated and tough each day, so one phrase 'be prepared', we don't know what is waiting for us days ahead~ So, basically on New Year's Eve, everyone preferred to join the crowd and the jam, well I wanted too though, unfortunately my family dint want to, so its okay..i tried taking it in a positive point of view which is to be thankful as we're given one more year to live, new year ain't all about celebrations, being thankful is already enough..:) Happily, dad and mom decided to go to I-city on New Year's Day..damn, after an hour and a half being stuck in bad traffic, at last we manage to have a look at the beautiful view there, it was an awesome night~ so, today is the 6th day, as we all know that, first 6days has been treating me well, i think..so hopefully it wont turn out to be a bad year for me as 2010 was a disaster~ Im looking forward to the days ahead, hope all of you are too~ more stories to come, with love: azreena sherene~

-below, displayed few pictures of I-city, more uploaded on facebook~ :) have fun viewing~

Few more hours to a new journey~

Haizz, again I am blogging in the middle of the night when my two bestfriends are already snoring..spending a night at Ray's with Fatin~ but dang, they sleepp to early la -.-
Well, basically there's not much I want to talk about, my birthday celebration went on well with the girls :), that night itself, my brother and I went out for dinner with my dad as it was his treat, too bad my mom and little brother didn't manage to tag along..received few gifts, I like the necklace, skirt and most importantly the greeting card from Anis, thanks girls..and special thanks to everyone who wished me on my birthday, whether it was through facebook or text, each wish meant a lot to me, I had a tough but fun time replying tons of birthday wishes on facebook, I somehow achieved my wish this year, not getting my dream car, but I guess its good enough, thank you God for fulfilling my most important wish on my special day, many more wishes to come~p/s: my mazda rx8 :D So around midnight, we finally get to open our presents as we were waiting for grandma to get back from church. Sadly, there are too few gifts this year, I miss being a little girl, receiving tons of cute little gifts. But its okay though, 'azreena, you need to realize, you're 18 now, not 8, hehe'.
So next morning, woke up, dressed up, on my way sending grandma to her friend's house, I met with an accident, dang! on xmas day? yes! on xmas day, car's front light was broken, the damn lorry driver was such an idiot I can say, his lorry wasn't damaged at all, and yet he asked for a hundred bucks, fine...take it and go get yourself beers, *burning mad* Sadly, I cried and cried non-stop till my eyes went swollen. :( Dad kept on persuading me, telling me its okay, nothing to be afraid of, still the incident haunts me until today and will forever do. Later that night, went over to aunt's house for Xmas dinner, I tell you...my eyes was such a disaster, you wouldn't want to see pictures of me that night. Luckily, grandma is not mad anymore. So yeah, few more hours to New Year 2011, hopefully things will go on well in 2011, leave 2010 behind if it didn't bring you joy, leave it behind. Let's ring in the new year, with good things in mind. Let go off every bad memory that brought heartache and pain, open a new book and colour it with better stories on its first chapter New Year's Day :) with love : Azreena Sherene~

18th Birthday 2010~

   We're looking forward to this day~

Its 23rd today, my bff Nasuha Hamzah and I will be turning 18 in just a few hours time, she's a girl I met on my first day in college during orientation, we both certainly had no idea that we will turn out to be this close, coincedentally we share the same birth dates, cool huh? she's blonde at times, yet she's cool in her own way, cua, you're awesome :) she told me she was like looking at my offer letter during the orientation, wondering whether i actually took hers, LOL~ so, here's the thing, we both seriously dont wanna grow up so soon, as 18 sounds kinda old too you see..:D I believe when we turn 18, things aint gonna be simpler but it will only get more complicated, regardless about studies, life, love life, etc.. 
   18 is a new start when we'll start to see things differently, being 17 for a year had taught me lots of life lessons, I dont think I have to list down all of it, it had been a great year for me as May 2010 was when I started entering college and met wonderful new peoples, met cool new friends who makes me laugh whenever I frown, it showed me what college life is all about, the things we learn in class, geeezzz, it has the ability to kill each and every one of us though, recently we had just finished our Sem 2 finals, Megala said 'paper kali ni macam semua bankrupt je' haha, funny..you might not understand what she meant, she's actually saying, nampaknya macam semua paper kena re-sit je, -.- meggie, dont think that way la, we'll pass with flying colours, hopefuly..:) 
   So yes, Xmas this year revolves among family members only, no guests and all as its only the first month of the 2nd year since grandpa passed away, mom's in Istanbul, dad's working tomorrow night, so yeah..will be celebrating it with Cua, Anis, Iffa and maybe + Diela and Mye tomorrow <3 ..Suhana in Kemaman, to suhana 'tu la, suruh naik airplane tk nak, bawa lulu gemuk sekali, hehe', Meggie in Rawang, :( but its okay, we can celebrate it together again.. Havent heard  from Raihan for quite sometime, hope I can celebrate my birthday with my 2 high-school bestfriends though, I miss seeing them..it had been so longgg..As for tomorrow, gonna make sure we have fun as we have a whole day to spend..be back soon for the next post..

p/s: I have a huge birthday wish this year, it aint about presents or such, it's the one and only wish I have in mind for this year's birthday, somehow I have no confidence in me saying it will come true..
with love: azreenasherene

 Me, Cua, Suhana, Anis :)